Crazy-Book-Worm

Sometimes I think about my future and what chance do I really have? I have no drive. No motivation. And then sometimes I think about how Amy might be there and how she is the most precious dork ever, and I know even if I can't do things for myself, I'd do them for her and then i realize that this must be how love feels and I'm just happy. So happy so freaking happy i could cry

I don't know how many of you have known this but I have a girlfriend and I have for a little over four months now. I can't post this sort of silly gushy stuff to Tumblr because she follows me there and eheh that would be pretty silly, wouldn't it? Also there's a load of stupid little nervousness about what if I've fallen harder than she has??? What if she likes me but doesn't, well love me? And do I love - love her? Is this going to last? I want her to be happy. She's brilliant and amazing and I sometimes just want to curl up next to her and fall asleep. She lives between 11 and 4 miles away, depending on the time of year, which makes th

Last year's resolutions :bulletorange: Draw a picture in my sketchbook every day. :bulletred: No more pop this year. :bulletred: Get all A's in my schoolwork. :bulletred: Adopt the new DA account soon. :bulletred: Get 200 watchers on DeviantART. Hahhaahahahahahhaa wow... I did pretty poorly there. I kept the pop one until about midway through finals and then it kinda went downhill from there. As for the sketchbook drawing? I kept that one more in spirit than I did by the letter. I drew almost every day with very few exceptions. I think it paid off too! Even if I'm not necessarily better at drawing, I am a lot faster at getting the sa